if my boyfriend only knew about this blog, it’s scaring.. i want to be honest with him so he can see my life with the fear i’m living with.. eating disorder.. recover, stress.. i’m going to be open with him..
i cannot handle this..
i want to cry, it’s so much stress, i want to do excersice till i die.. i want to lay down with you and rest. i want to sleep and wake up without feeling tired i don’t want to be tired i want to cut myself again.. i want to leave school i want a fucking cigarette i want to be strong enough to be a bitch with everyone else,
It’s the only thing i can think of. My boyfriend it’s not virgin anymore, that’s something really fine with me in fact we’ve been talking a lot about how he lost it and it’s natural or not something bad to talk about.. we’ve been touching our bodies in a perfect way, i feel confidence when i’m with him.. Losing it or not? i’m sure i don’t care...
highwastedgenes-deactivated2011 asked: thank you love. same to you.
-eatmedrinkme-deactivated201112 asked: :O Take that post back! I always check the weather in San Miguel online before my own town hahaha. I wish I was there ='[ 20 more days
i can’t stand this weather, mexico is burning. egh