November 2011
I am ugly. I am fat. I am useless. I am pathetic.
obscurcir:
how can i be fat and underweight at the same time
how can i be too big and too small at the same time
nothing makes sense any more
“it feels like a battle me vs myself. everyday.”
kiss-theb0ys:
I eat so much. :s
“it’s just it’s just what the fuck .. i FUCKING HATE MYSEEELF”
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October 2011
The best thing about working out is that you'll...
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“I think mum gave up on me. i know why i’m such a failure in everything.”
sumexilis:
On one hand, I don’t want anyone to know about this ‘disordered eating’ I have, so I can crumble to nothing without any interruptions. But on the other, I want them to know. So they can suck on this sour drop and watch me disappear. I want them to know what I’m doing everyday. Know the pain that I feel. I want them to know so they can leave me alone. They can just continue to watch me...
Anonymous asked: You are so lovely. You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Tomorrow will be better. I promise.
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“i’m sorry i’m sorry for being a waste of time and space”
“wow mum saw me smoking.”
– fail
My mind?
i’m totally afraid now..
every bite..
my mum said i had to breakfast because we were with friends of the family, i just order fruit.. watermelon.. i know it’s only water.. but i was afraid..
i was cutting into little pieces..
i wanted to cry..i went to the bathroom to throw up though.. i tried but nothing came out from my mouth..
i don’t want to eat ever again
i swear i ate...
32358) When I look at my face in a mirror, I'm...
